you're so much better than that

for my best friend since first grade, amira.

I love you
I love you
I love you.

I don't feel like I say it enough

I've only ever noticed how much of an amazing friend and person you are when I left canada, and I regret not being able to notice it that often before
I don't deserve you

I can't wait until ninth grade, I'll be able to see you again

I'll be able to see your glowing face
and feel the warmth of your hugs
the energy of your laugh

I've missed those for a while

school is bad enough without you
without one of the only people I'm comfortable being myself around

if only I'd known I'd be here for longer, I would've spent more time with you

I'm so sorry for not being there for you at times
I'm sorry for any day that I screamed at you
for any day that I screwed up

I hope you'll forgive me

I'll still love you the same
even if you won't

I love you
I love you
and I love you.

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